It has been a brutal day to say the least. Who knew that the grocery store would be so dangerous for me and yet it was in the most innocent of ways.
Rounding the corner this morning I came face to face with Holiday Decorations and it was just all I could do to not throw up right then and there. Then I realized that I was sobbing quietly and had tears streaming down my face. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STORE! GAH!
This is going to be a rough ride. Which I knew but I guess that I have been so occupied with the wedding that I was able to push it back.
Thanksgiving was Momma's absolute favorite and she would just shine. I don't know how we will get through the end of the year and yet the only way out is through. We will do the best we can while trying to honour her memory as best we can.
We miss her so.
Thank you for your kind words. Any extra prayers and good thoughts you have to spare would be much appreciated as we work our way through the holidays and through January as we come upon the 1st anniversary of Momma's passing.
I do know that you all are here for me and I appreciate that more than I can express. Thank you, girlfriend.
I keep tell you... that first year... absolutely the worst. You WILL come through.. really. There will be a time when you smile instead of cry... mostly. trust me on this one. my mom's birthday is next week. (-:
The first of every season, special occasion, anniversary, birthday and yes, the anniversary of her passing is always the worst.
Know I am with you in thoughts and prayers...I lost my mother when I was 21, she was 54 (my age). No matter how many seasons and years pass by, it is always on my mind.
"Meridith Gray" said last night, that it is okay to sometimes not be strong, to let others carry you, even for a moment.
Well, take this is my moment to carry you....you are my prayer for today.
Memories are a wonderful thing and it is okay to cry....funny how it creeps up on us in the strangest places....
You'll have many memories to share with your new bride daughter, son-in-law and child man during this festive season that is coming for you at Thanksgiving....
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My heart is with you Honey.
*kiss*
oh dear, I do hope everything is okay.....
Please know that there are many, many who care....
always there for you...whenever you need an ear....or just knowing we are here to support you....
Lily
TY honey. I know and I am thankful.
*muah*
~ b
Lily,
It has been a brutal day to say the least. Who knew that the grocery store would be so dangerous for me and yet it was in the most innocent of ways.
Rounding the corner this morning I came face to face with Holiday Decorations and it was just all I could do to not throw up right then and there. Then I realized that I was sobbing quietly and had tears streaming down my face. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STORE! GAH!
This is going to be a rough ride. Which I knew but I guess that I have been so occupied with the wedding that I was able to push it back.
Thanksgiving was Momma's absolute favorite and she would just shine. I don't know how we will get through the end of the year and yet the only way out is through. We will do the best we can while trying to honour her memory as best we can.
We miss her so.
Thank you for your kind words. Any extra prayers and good thoughts you have to spare would be much appreciated as we work our way through the holidays and through January as we come upon the 1st anniversary of Momma's passing.
I do know that you all are here for me and I appreciate that more than I can express. Thank you, girlfriend.
love and hugs,
~ blondie
I keep tell you... that first year... absolutely the worst. You WILL come through.. really. There will be a time when you smile instead of cry... mostly. trust me on this one.
my mom's birthday is next week.
(-:
((((( HUGS)))))
t
Oh Doll,
The first of every season, special occasion, anniversary, birthday and yes, the anniversary of her passing is always the worst.
Know I am with you in thoughts and prayers...I lost my mother when I was 21, she was 54 (my age). No matter how many seasons and years pass by, it is always on my mind.
"Meridith Gray" said last night, that it is okay to sometimes not be strong, to let others carry you, even for a moment.
Well, take this is my moment to carry you....you are my prayer for today.
Memories are a wonderful thing and it is okay to cry....funny how it creeps up on us in the strangest places....
You'll have many memories to share with your new bride daughter, son-in-law and child man during this festive season that is coming for you at Thanksgiving....
take care,
Lily
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